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| We're having Liese Bubble Hair Colour session... |
Here comes the
end of the month...Both of us are totally broke ! While we went shopping, usually either him or me will pay the bill, but on Sunday just passed, we have to share to pay the bill at JJ supermart for the groceries ...fml ...I haven't feel so bad before..Seriously, I'm feeling weird with an extra penny with me...I feel not comfortable and insecure..and I'll keep feeling like it's end of the world and the sky turns black and white these few days...fmfml !
Not only that, we even have to gather all the coins from here and there to buy a can of luncheon meat at the mini market nearby as a companion for our Maggi dinner !! Omgoshhhh.... By the way, he keep apologizing and tell me it was he's fault because made me suffered with him..I was like WTH ?! I'm your girl man ! You even call me as wife infront your friends sometimes .. You need not have to care about this don't you? Keep in mind ! I have the responsibility to share your everything no matter happiness or sorrow...With you, eating salted fish and "bak choi" at home or having our great dinner at La bodega or somewhere else has no difference...It's still sweet all the time...Moreover, I have to thx you. You let me taste everything of life should be in this world. So please don't say sorry Bii I make you suffer a lot/ sorry I can't let you have a satisfied dinner/ sorry let you wake up so early to toast the bread for my breakfast/ sorry let you spent money and blah blahh blahhh... Another thing is stop asking me will I regret or kinda like why I still being with you the poor man...I don't know how to answer you seriously, there's no explanation for me..everything you ask are beyond words I can explain...Just, I can tell you, I've totally no regrets of being with you. No matter you snorr how loud during the night or how you bully me I'll still will stick with you all the time... Lastly, to the world, we had learn a lesson this time which is we have to plan our financial stuff properly and spend on something which we need and not we want... We're not living alone now, we should think for the one beside us now and don't let family worried !
