Break record !

Yesterday I stay awake till 4 in the morning. The reason is the special ones got a birthday bash to attend so I have to wait him to call me when the party finished. Idk why. I just worried he'll fall asleep while he's driving and this is realy seriously extremely dangerous ! Fyi, he did fall asleep while driving when we're going back from Genting in the late night ! I was sitting beside him sumore ! I was like WTF he told me after that ! It's truly dangerous and luckily nothing bad happen and I'm still sitting here blogging...FML 


Start from that day on, I make him call me while he is driving no matter long or short distance, day or night, to make sure he's safe and away from sleepiness. Road block or police around is an exception ! But of course i know it's dangerous too but better than he fall asleep lahhh. Hahah ( This was crazie) 


After he reached home yesterday it was already half past 3am. We sweet talk few minutes and I coax him to sleep like a baby. 


He's the first one who made me always do all the crazy things. I really appreciate this man and  our relationship. I always try to tolerate and understand him more. Think from his way. Idk why. I admit I treat everyone the same and since I was the loser in previous relationship, i don't wanna share why and how. I don't want fight for nothing anymore. There's no point to battle for something you have no confidence right? So to make sure he treat me right, treat me good, I gotta make sure I do my part, treat him good, makes him feel comfortable, take care him with my effort ,protect him with all I can do. By the way, I'm glad that so far we do it well. We never hide things from each other, we tolerate and we understand, and always think for each other. Maybe both of us phailed before so we know how to appreciate. I'm lucky to found my king and hope it'll last forever. This is the LOVE should call for me.

Done Done !

Waiting for the special one to wake up. *teeeheee*

Love ,Anna.

To my love one

It's not that I agree with you to broke up...It's because I love you...So I let you go...To do something you feel you wanna do...Don't care it's right or wrong...I'll always support you... =)

My love story - The deepest one

"Dear...Sometimes I was wondering what i need...who i want..what type of girl suit me...Then my mind think of you...Then I was wondering what kind of tone will suit for us...What kind of act will leave us a memorable date...What character I should have to make you feel I care...Hmm...then I know that when I'm with you,everything is not that important le...Sometimes,I think that how can I keep your cute gardenia face so that i won't miss you so much...Sometimes I was thinking what reaction should I give you when I'm angry but I don't want you to feel that...Sometimes I hope to live in part of your heart to know what and how you think...I always hope to solve your problems...Keep your tears away and cheers you up all days...With this night that don't have stars and moon...Without any meteor rain for you to make a wish...without a good and romantic tune for me to sing a love song to you...I'm here to tell my dear...I love you...Really do love you...Nothing can describe my heart...But there's always a message for you...To show my love and care...Time flies throughout every second...We have just gone through the world three months...Although it's seems not long enough,it seems not romantic enough,it seems not memorable enough,but i'll always try my very very best...k? Give me your hand and i'll hold you to the heaven that belong to us...Boy Boy always love Girl Girl...Muackzz...Hope you'll feel the same as i'm feeling now...^*^ a simple kiss will represent everything..." This is the message he sent to me while we just couple for three months...Although we had gone throgh many things,although we have face a lot of trouble...although we had broke up now...but i'm still feel myself very lucky...lucky because i found a guy who can let me love him and care of him very much no matter what happens...xxxxx,I'm glad that I found a you to let me love deeply...wish everything nice in this world goes to you...=)