Misery

I starting to love Maroon 5. After his "Misery" came out made our class member more closer. I mean, it pull all of us together. I really enjoy the moment all of us singing it no matter on the car, on the way to dk hall, or even walking beside the streets. I really miss those moment. I feel like we're really a big big family. We tolerate each other, sometimes we argue we fight, we forgive each other, laugh at each other, teasing each other just like a family as most of us coming from different place and not staying with parents currently during college time. But, suddenly matters pops up in my mind. It's been a while i hide it in my deep deep heart. Starting from the first sight I see you in college, you're beautiful and everybody adore you. You seems so cool made everybody not dare to talk to you. But for me, you're special. It's true. I always thinking how it could be  glad if you can be my bestfriend in collge? Time after time, you talked to me and we become closer and closer. After that we started date each other for shopping. Yes, because of 2 of us are shopping freak and that make us accompanying each other while the "drugs" is on.(idk what i'm talking about, hope you guys understand).Hahah. Do you remember that? Our first date to KLCC, before you get down the bus, you text me "Tnx for acc me for whole day ! Mwahhh <3" and I replied "Anna will always be with you. <3" Sort of that, i don't really remember what we said. But the moment didn't vanished away from my mind. I still remember the atmosphere, the way you look at me until you disappeared from my eye sight. Now, you even don't wish me for my birthday for those unnecessary people. How hurt? Besides, we own a driver aka slave. Haha,and all of us becomes a best best friend. We're like brothers and sisters. Ya lahhh, i know he already treat me as brother as all of them in our gang already officially admit i'm a guy ! Idk what happened, i mean, how could you, started to alienate(the word i create myself) us, or maybe all of us know the reasons. Or maybe you'll say it's all of us alienating you. We don't mean to harm you. Just do you know you got the responsibility too? Why will we do this? and we didn't mean it at first, we doesn't mean to act like this purposely , there must be a reasons. Hope you'll understand. Before disaster coming, we planned a lot of things trying to make a different. But phailed...Somebody changed you.. I swear here i'm not a 2 5 !(our gang's language) I just hope non of my friends being hurt. I didn't understand the incident much and there's no way to prove both of you were right. There's many exception and stuffs we didn't know so we just simply judge who's right and wrong ! I just....idk how to say..i mean i'm trying to help the innocent and weak ones. All the things i done made you hate me is just for all of you'all own good(you didn't straight away tell me, but there're ways I'll know). I'm trying to protect each of you and i'm not trying to gepoh or something. I'm not asking for your mercy or something, i'm just expressing my feeling. If you don't believe just forget bout it. It's fine. Time flies, we'll meeting each other again soon. What I hope is everything will be fine all of us will like getting start from the beginning and pls stop the stupid childish war. It'll only harm others who is innocent. I know sure there's some misunderstanding between all of us...It's sad you think us like that and you don't trust us. I really hope we gotta oppurtunity to sit calmly and settle the matters. I really think it might help you who's wearing the mask actually. But, idk. Maybe it might not help too. Non of us are right, everybody got the responsibility . Okey, i'll stop here. I know you're going for a vacation rite? Wish you "yat lou sun fong" and happy holiday ! From my true heart. There no forever's friendship and at the same time there's no forever's enemies. I wish we could giggles together again. 

Feeling cool after letting the burden down ! Let's enjoy the super HOT and SEXAYYY mv.*teeeeheeeee*

Love, Anna.